It's scary! Not what I saw myself doing. I like being about to be home with Desmond all the time. I feel like being a stay at home mom is best for the child, but it's not the best option right now. We have debt that needs paid to make us more stable and that is the priority. So, I'm working at the family business full-time. Yeah, way to jump right in!
Des hasn't missed me yet. Norman takes care of him when he can and so far he goes to my Grandma's on the other days. Eventually I'm hoping to get him in half-time preschool or something. He is tearing the house apart and I think he's just really bored.
I so far am really enjoying working. I'm getting up at 6 AM and working out before going to work. I feel really good about that. I feel like I'm making progress on rehabing the shop. They are happy to have me there which is definitely good.
I'm not sure about how this will go long term. I'm only on day 3. I worry how it will effect Des long term and our marriage long term. I don't have energy to deal with Des hopping off the walls already and it's only Tuesday.
I'm hoping to get them in good enough shape to PAY me and then I'll have money to put in savings which will make me feel much better. They will pay me, but I don't know when it'll be. They don't have any pay schedule set up currently, lol!
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